Democracy in America
Lately I have found myself reaching for something I think I’ve always craved. Leaving a city. I find myself studying self-preservation, self-sustainability and distancing your worth from others. I crave a lifestyle that feels rewarding and proves itself to me. Something that forces my hand and makes me [be] creative. I feel like everyday I spend in an office or at my apartment is a day I wasted. Its not so much a desire to be alone, but a desire to not feel needed or responsible for people or things that have so little impact on me. Coming to work and being accountable and productive just to come home and stop moving is exhausting.
I want to eat better, live actively and productively and not do it like I am now.